X Marks the Spot

So I am currently in week two phase 1 in my p90x program. The workouts are intense and painful but that means that it should be worth it in the end. I hope I get the body I want after 90 days. Despite all of the pain I go through after each workout, I love drinking the recovery (protein) drink right after. I can't believe that a drink filled with numerous calories and proteins taste so gooood !

Get that Garbage Outta Here !

Everything has a reason, so don't ask me questions that you think won't have an answer.

"Get that garbage outta here!"
- Chuck Swirsky

A Love & Hate Relationship.

To all those who are wondering about the title of this entry, no, it does not deal with my relationship with my girlfriend. Surprisingly, it deals with school. The time is now 9:35 PM, I just finished writing my final exam (Canadian History) which concludes my first year of university. I have waited all year for this moment to happen and I am currently rejoicing with happiness as a four month summer awaits. This year went by fast, too fast. A strange thing happened today that I did not expect. That strange phenomenon is that I'm going to miss school. As I finished my history exam an hour earlier then the designated time, I was going to hand in my exam and leave as fast as possible. However, my mind started to wonder and I started reminiscing about my first year of university. It was really touching and awe inspiring. I reflected on my first and second semester. I couldn't believe that at that moment, I was finally done. All year I have been loaded and stacked with homework that would make a normal person explode (seriously). I complained all year that I HATED how I had so much homework. After reflecting on my first year of university, despite all the homework I had to do, I learned A LOT that would be beneficial to my life. I took courses that I believed I would never take, and I learned. At that moment I realized internally that I actually loved the work I had to do for first year even though externally, I expressed my hatred. I also realized that I am going to miss school, however, after all my hard work, I do deserve four months off. I can't wait for second year and my upcoming years ahead. UTM <3.

SUMMER HERE I COME !

Equality.

Wow, I just realized I give more then I receive, I have to get more conscious and fix that. I'm a realist therefore I believe in fairness and equality. Whoever doesn't believe in that philosophy is a totaly coward.

Fuck This Shit.

I just want a fucking job for the summer and my best chance to get one was just ruined.

This Is It.

In my past blogs, I've been ranting and complaining about school. I've also mentioned that I can't wait until exam time because it signifies that summer is close by. Well now that time has come. Tomorrow is the start of my second semester exams. I have Anthropology first, Sociology on Thursday, and Psychology on Friday. Wow, I just realized that I've been taking a lot of classes that end in -olgy. Anyways, the following week I end with Politics and Canadian History. These five exams are monsters I must get through to achieve freedom (4 months summer). I've been studying my ass off for the past two weeks to get prepared. There is literally ALOT to remember, its ridiculous. On a more optimistic view, I hope I do well in my upcoming exams. Summer is so close, and I have a lot of "things to do". I can't wait until this is over...

Hello Again.

It has been a while since I last blogged, looking at my last post, I actually got through all of those tests, essays, etc. I just have 5 more exams to go until summer vacation!

I'm back on blogspot :)